01-19-2013 12:32 PM -- By: Mommy, From: home
I don't understand why you went away, why you disappeared, why you went missing. You never strayed too far from me, you were always right by my side. I am so sorry if something awful happened to you, it isn't fair, you are the sweetest soul around and didn't deserve to leave this world so soon, especially if it was in a violent manner. I pray you didn't suffer, I pray you were never cold or hungry and that you always know I love you! But, I will never understand why.
I feel so much guilt. What if you are still out there and I have sent you over the rainbow bridge in my mind but you still need me. So many unwanted kitties, all I want is one very special one back home. But that will never happen and my heart is broken, my soul is empty, all I do is cry. Why my precious Diesel D?
I love you Diesel, so very very much and I don't know how to let go. I want us both together or I want us both free from pain, but this limbo place is no fun for either of us.
Blessed Be Diesel D
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